> Pre-antidepressants my life was fantastic on paper: stable job, close friends, good family, strong relationship, perfect health
I had the same. Post-SSRIs I have none of those things, and am surprised that I'm still alive.
When I asked my shrink 'why zoloft?' the only reason was 'got to start somewhere'. I wish we had evidence-based psychiatry, but instead we have 'throw shit at the wall' psychiatry.