Why do I only attack a few people, and feel friendly to others? Because some people are attacking me with prejudice (beyond the product). My response to these people is, go fuck yourself :>
HN is not a forgiving place to have a public meltdown, as the Matt Mullenweg situation is evidence of.
I suggest also that you re-read the HN guidelines.
I doubt you can stop yourself, but instead of replying to this, perhaps go take a break from the internet.