Not being able to "backdoor it" (presuming this means "exploit a backdoor the torturer presumes you have already put into it") does not prevent you from getting tortured to backdoor it.
All it does is, should that occur, prevent you from giving the torturer what they want to end the torture.
OTOH, convincing the torturer by, among other means, public statements in advance that you have failed to consider this anhd believe that not having that ability prevents torture, and that for this reason you do not have it, might prevent torture. But that's a big gamble on potential future torturers believing your public statements of motivation.