Lessons learned from losing tens of thousands of dollars freelancing
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- Yes, I know that most of these mistakes are avoidable and more or less my fault. They were my mistakes to make, and I feel like I owned up to them in this blog.
- No, I'm not looking for pity. I got caught up in the "get rich quick" nonsense around freelancing that you see a lot on YouTube, in blogs and on Twitter.
- No, I'm not going to name and shame. I personally would only be risking more by doing that.
- Yes, I know I can talk to a lawyer. I'm not going to discuss that here for reasons that should be fairly obvious.
- Yes, I know there are some people that have made bank from freelancing. I know it's possible and that people do it frequently. This is more of an anecdotal story to offset a lot of the discussion I see around freelancing.
- It was a Rust contract, btw.
This has been/continues to be an exceptionally hard mental struggle for me as I sunk a ton of time and effort into something and ended up getting screwed. It sucks. I'm not asking for pity, I'm asking for any of the devs here who are thinking about freelancing to read this and to take caution.
Edit: Nwm, I saw you worked for 90 days without pay. Ack.
It can be very lucrative, steady and yes even fulfilling if you do it right.
It seems like you chose to work all night on this project for several months after the client missed a payment deadline.
Freelancing is a flawed model for you because you chose to let a company walk all over you.
Freelancing isn't a flawed model in general, except that people like you ruin it for everyone else by letting companies think they can get away with stuff like this.
Again, I acknowledged the mistakes I made in this blog, and ironically you are literally the commenter I tried to head off in my own comment on this post, but if you're choosing to blame the power imbalance on me, that's your choice and I'm fine with it.
Putting your foot down and demanding payment _does not fix the power imbalance_ by the way. Because if they continue to choose to not pay for the hours you've worked, you still have to pursue them legally. You can mitigate risk by demanding payment up front, stopping work, etc. (again, as I noted in the blog) but it does not at all mitigate the imbalance in power dynamics between a solo freelancer and a larger company.
You have significantly more protection as a full-time employee compared to freelancing.
I'm saying that there is a massive power imbalance in freelancing that is not at all the same as the power imbalance with working a 9-to-5