Money and material goods have always meant little to me in and of themselves, so I'm glad to see my deal has been on acceptable terms so far.
Edit: looks like you live in Finland. We’re not even comparing on the same scales at all.
I suspect your view of women's preferences is jaundiced. Most men earn average or below average incomes (by definition) but I don't see any data to suggest that there is a significant number of those men are unable to find women. That suggests to me that this idea of women only dating 6-foot tall men with 6-figure incomes is a myth.
I found https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=39265275#39269460 and want to say it's very unfortunate the hand the world dealt you physique-wise. You clearly have other traits that some part of you feels should more than make up for the difference by now, but it's just not panning out, and that's a difficult place to be. I suspect you're not a religious man, but I will pray for you regardless.