This is an amazingly steep hill to climb for someone with absolutely no server admin experience, someone who used terminal all their life to just paste in curl commands from tutorials to pipe in bash install scripts and run npm. I think we come from a time where tech circle was smaller and people covered more fronts, nowadays with YouTube attention economy the circle is very large and fragmented with people becoming good at a subset of stuff and being totally oblivious to the other parts, like server admin.