Scents and memories at the hospital (2019)
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There was this one time in residency I had a tiny older lady from a very rural town come in with a festering breast wound. One breast was normal sized and the other was 4x size of the normal one. Almost the size of a medium watermelon. Turns out it was necrotizing breast cancer and severe cellulitis. She didn’t recall much about why it took her this long to seek help. Her kids pleaded her to get it checked out but she had a deep mistrust of healthcare workers it wasn’t until the smell was unbearable for her family that they brought her in. The whole ED smelled of rotten infected flesh and no amount of winter fresh and peppermint oil was able to help the smell. That was about 10 years ago and I still remember that day and smell.
I teach engineering undergrad now.
Edit: sorry for delayed response. I hope this answers your question.
She didn't come with us that night, so we cleaned her up, as best we could, and came back the next morning after having done some outreach (our department had a pastor who knew her and was also a PA and responder), and were able to convince her to go.
I'll never forget that smell.
You can do things like putting icy-hot or ben gay ointment on your upper lip. Unpleasant sensation and smell, and doesn't fully work, but ... it helps.
So, thank you,. I now have a needed dose of perspective.
I imagine that smell has helped shape how we find food and avoid disease and has been reinforced since some long ago ancestor likely common to many mammals or even further back. We often think of dogs or bears for their well developed sense of smell or even sharks sensing blood in the water.
Fun fact: humans are more sensitive to the smell of petrichor (fresh rain on dry ground) than sharks are to blood.
My friend handed me a tin of Japanese green tea, which I opened slowly and then inhaled very intentionally.
It instantly transported me back to being 14 and in Japan for the first time. Will always remember that feeling of smells blending with nostalgia, adventure and discovery. :)
For the rest of us when we walk in the door, it's the bouquet of delicate notes above the isopropyl alcohol, sometimes with a very complex finish that can be impossible to forget.
There's clean, then there's hospital clean. The sterile smell sure is something. In one way, it's a comforting "home" smell, even when I show up at one as a patient.
- crap, but catch some on toilet paper
- scoop some with little spoon - tests need almost nothing
- send off to lab
it was astounding how few samples we got, even from hospitals, that managed this.
Have you ever tried to catch something behind yourself, or under yourself in a high squatting position? Something your body has some deep learning about not touching? Seems like labs would get a better response with putting some used TP in a bag.
Yeah, I'll tell you why. I was asked for a stool sample once (don't ask). I looked at that tiny perspex cylinder with the tiny little fairy spoon in it and it was immediately obvious: nuh-huh. No way. I'm not handing my shit in a tube to some poor health person. Nope. No. Never. No way.
TFE: Too Fucking Embarassing!
You medical people have to think harder about all the things you ask your patients to do. Colonoscopies? Specula? Prostate exams? Shoving a rod up your nostrils to get samples for Covid? Come on. The human body is not just a machine. There's a little person inside that feels every single thing.