I rather enjoy talking to smart 15 year olds. They're curious about the world and more likely to have fresh takes. What's not to like?
(I was that 15 year old, and then after many years of sciencing, realized that it was nothing like what I thought, and that all my best ideas were either wrong, ahead of their time, or stolen by more accomplished scientists.
The only problem i see here is, apparently this "establishment" got to you faster than you could remind yourself of what's truly important to you.
I hate when people get discouraged by other people who mostly don't care that much & are afraid... they feed on your Neugier. Don't feed them. Feed other minds alike & screw the establishment.
Besides, a lot of people interested in a wild theory greatly ups the chances someone gets funding to test the hypothesis, no?