I have what is a rather rare disease in the United States. I recognized it for what it was about a month in, purely by accident -- I recalled an interesting article I had read when I was about twelve. It took roughly a year to convince the appropriate doctors to run the tests, yes because they were fixated on the "hoofbeats, horses, not zebras" mantra, despite my symptoms aligning so perfectly you'd think a constellation had been traced on onionskin paper. Each specialist who drifted through behaved like a sage in the tale of the six blind sages and the elephant. Then you consider the overwork -- why? It's hazing, but we know that it causes people to underperform.