I suppose I think verbose-ness will help people see the other side of things. I think I was also trying to convince myself that you aren’t just into conspiracy theories, but given that you’re now accusing me of being suspicious… :shrug: it did come full circle where in my first comment I said you would start accusing me. I guess neither of us have anything more to say to each other because we are both too locked into our own beliefs.
As for motivation… https://xkcd.com/386/ enough said :)