Now, as I said, the start-up cannot meet its capex obligations and the current funding round is looking grim. It is definitely going to be a down round and it ain't going to be pretty should a term sheet get thrust under our collective noses. To get the developers motivated to stick around a little longer, "generous" equity packages are on offer, with a request to convert over-due back pay and future payments too, into equity .
When I sought transparency - "Can I see the cap table?" - "Can I see the terms of the investors?" - "Can I see anything?" - the answer was invariably "no." Essentially, they're asking me to make a nominal investment of over $200K in the company, accepting common stock in lieu of pay without any insight into the financials or the terms provided to other investors.
It's worth noting that I had previously given the start-up a sweetheart deal, significantly discounting my usual rate and offering generous payment terms, in the spirit of support and belief in the project. This makes the current scenario even more disheartening. Compound that with what has become an overall toxic environment that I have euphemistically called "challenging" when asked to sum it up, and the future isn't bright enough to wear shades.
Now this isn't exactly my first rodeo. I've seen the beautiful side of start-ups and liquidity events. And I've seen the dreadfully ugly side too. Hard lessons learned. And the ugly side shows up way more than the pretty one.
I swear, some entrepreneurs must think I stepped off the boat yesterday.