Sorry to hear that.. I'm not sure how your set, setting and dosage was, but it also seems like most psychedelics aren't good for people with schizophrenia, bipolar and suicidal tendencies. It's definitely not for everyone.
Dosage: 100ug LSD on two close together ocassions
Set: No depression at that time, just some early childhood trauma as you mentioned
Setting: Both times in loving family environment in very safe environment
I don't have schizophrenia and bipolar, and I didn't have suicidal tendencies until I took LSD. Afterwards I did for about 4 or 5 years.