This isn't a direct answer to your question - but why not work on obtaining a better background in mathematics? I guarantee you it isn't as hard as you think. Until you are at the very highest levels of numerical analysis or meta-mathematics, it's not beyond the cognitive capabilities of the average person - most people just give up and rationalize it by thinking it's beyond them.

Why is your math background so weak, in your opinion? If the answer is that you didn't put in the time, energy, and focus to learn it the first time around, then you have other problems beyond a weak mathematical ability. If it's that you never had good instruction, then it's worth the investment to find it.