And don't say "entropy". For all we know, the big bang occurred after a previous heat death.
But yeah, to your point, thinking that there was never "nothing", and that there always was "something" is equally mindblowing.
To ask what came before the first moment is to apply a concept, time, where it no longer applies.
Similarly, suppose you knew everything. No matter what it was, how much information it was, you'd still be able to ask, "What's beyond that?" But being able to form those words doesn't imply the question means anything.
The Creator must not have "come from nothing". Him always existing as the ultimate entity - even before/outside the existence of time itself - is not difficult a concept for us to grasp.
"Casimir Effect and Black Holes" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IRcmqZkGOK4