https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6082376/
On the “I feel it so it works,” thing… yeah but it makes me uncomfortable to believe in it like a faith.
Something like neurogenesis feels anecdotally correct, but can anyone accurately describe their own brain function based on sensation from inside their brain?
Without data, it could equally be the feeling of brain cells (that made you feel unpleasant) dying forever. Would that be a worse treatment?
I don’t know, but more research is needed. Sign me up ;p
Is this common? I mostly remember feeling frustrated as a child.
At least for me, psychedelic drugs create a feeling of novelty and wonder surrounding everything I experience when I take them, as if they flip some kind of lightswitch of novelty which makes every experience appear novel again.
This is similar to memories of my childhood, where the most fond memories are those where I felt the novelty of experiencing things for the first time. Psychedelic drugs seem to recreate that effect.
Pleasure-hedonism drugs like MDMA, sure, I get it. Though I have seen how it can ruin lives, too.
In contrary if you would manage to find a reliable good setter, you could move from that anxiety. But I don't know your details so take this with a massive pinch of salt, very unhappy childhood can mean many things including those that probably don't work well with psychedelics, ever.
It doesn't have to be either/or. Tripping could also be forcing your brain to adapt to correct the distorted senses. If that's true, psychedelics without the trip could induce neurogenesis by other means, but not as much as ones with the trip.