Justine’s APE [0] project is one of the few things to induce in me true, nostalgic, nerdful glee in the last few years.
At the same time, companies seem so quick to layoff that I question how I even grow to the point where I'd be trusted with such problems. Do I really just need to do a 2nd full time duty in the open source community to get that growth?
- working on a medium-large repo size exercises more skills than just jumping into anything alone. Growth is my biggest factor for the next few years.
- OS introduces me to a community of passionate devs. Who can be anything from mentors to expand my horizons, to friends to future contacts.
- I'd choose to contribute to tools I would probably use for my own projects. So I can dig into repos early and know it intimately for the time I'd need to branch for my own project
- potential clout in certain communities can open other doors.
- Resume material is never bad if everything else falls through
It's not my end game but I think it'll help in many ways. And Personally I always had a certain respect for the OS community and want to give back, and hopefully pay if forward. .
I contribute to repos I use in my projects, but I’d never start with them before actually finding a use for them
And it would be a soul crushing world if I simply submitted to the fact that we're more connected than ever, but simultaneously I can't find literally anyone else to connect with without money being involved. I have at least a good decade in my heart left to fight that mentality.
Obviously spending 20+ hours a week on interesting OSS is going to get you more interesting roles over time, and generally OSS stuff is way more fun because you can pick what interests you. But you have to decide if it's worth the cost - do you really want to spend 60 hours+ a week just doing coding / engineering? Maybe you do, but in that case you'd probably be doing it already.
What a rude and profoundly dumb statement. Are all the ones who bust their arses out of necessity failures or do they simply want to endure pain? Caring for a handicapped child, parent, being trapped in a poor country, etc.
I'd be curious to know where most of you around here who put desires above all else are coming from.
A parent that cares for a disabled child is only a failure as long as he does not want to do it but has to. In this case he is not only a failure but a horrible person.
I volunteer to care for old people 1h per month and I do not consider this a burden or entrapping or nothing like that. In fact I've met my first wife like this.
Your definition of what constitutes a "failure" doesn't have to be the same as someone else, and that's OK.
> I volunteer to care for old people 1h per month
I'm sorry, it does not render what you're doing irrelevant, but the comparison is laughable.
Caring for a disabled children is a full time job. I can't imagine that most were hoping to be in that situation when they conceived. It doesn't prevent them from being good carers for the child they love. If you meet some of these parents, ask them. Then you can tell them they are horrible people because as opposed to them you voluntarily go to chat with an oldie for 1h a month.
Have some empathy.
I’ve seen the parents of severely disabled children. The daily work, financial cost, and social cost is immense. They don’t give up their children often out of duty and sympathy not because they ever wanted to live a life like that. They are burdened and entrapped and it’s not simply a matter of mindset.
Not even the disabled children would be keen to agree with you that their self-sacrificing parents are failures and horrible people if they feel they’ve been burdened and entrapped. THEY feel burdened and entrapped themselves. People in a bad situation can sympathize with people’s circumstances for what they are. They might resent the parent being open about their feelings, but not for having them at all.
As for why the 3rd world cab driver does not feel this way, a cab driver in the third world is often doing relatively well compared to their peers, they may have grown up in worse circumstances, and cab driving is something relatively easy to give up for a few years and then pick back up no worries. That’s not nessecarily true of the investment banker or the parent of the disabled child.
"For what it’s worth... it’s never too late, or in my case too early, to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit. Start whenever you want.... I hope you live a life you’re proud of, and if you’re not, I hope you have the courage to start over again."
My courage definitely wavers, but the stuff I'm "supposed" to do will hold me back if I try to what I want first. If I can't do that first, I'll at least set the breadcrumbs as I climb out of that pit.
It's a condition of certain kinds of life, to tolerate unbearable dissatisfaction. Many things have come from this drive, many astonishing people have shared it, and they'll never settle. They'll die still not 'done', their dreams unreached… because those dreams were able to scale, those stars remained beyond their reach.
Nah, not how it works.
> truly solving problems
By picking a problem you have a vested interest in, you'll get further than solving someone else's problems in which you don't
It's ok to not be building some new thing in your off hours. That's a choice they made for their own reasons. Doing what you do is also a choice and both are valid.
[1] https://raw.githubusercontent.com/jart/cosmopolitan/1.0/ape/...
For the uniformed
> In the above one-liner, we've basically reconfigured the stock compiler on Linux so it outputs binaries that'll run on MacOS, Windows, FreeBSD, OpenBSD, and NetBSD too. They also boot from the BIOS. Please note this is intended for people who don't care about desktop GUIs, and just want stdio and sockets without devops toil
they also boot from the BIOS.... does this mean that I can achieve my dream of booting straight into a BBC BASIC emulator on bare metal(ish)?
Justine is a genius.