I don't like having my personal workflows dependent on payments or subscription fees, and I don't like rewarding enshittifying corporations deliberately worsening free programs with feature restrictions and manipulative upsell ads (see Windows 10/11, Discord, scummy mobile apps/games, etc.) Re. other areas of life, I will pay (limited) amounts of money for scarce goods (which software isn't), but frankly it's terrifying that you're reliant on unaffordable payments and subscription fees to avoid freezing or starving to death in real life. Given my current (in)ability to hold a job, I don't see a long-term future for myself surviving.