Ask HN: How to get over my constant fear of inadequacy

There was a recent comment on HN, which I liked and saved for the future. So it's not 100% for your particular case but maybe helps you..

"Fear is usually based in an abstract concern. Try to make it more concrete. What are you actually afraid of? For example, you're probably not actually afraid of losing your job, but losing your paycheck. But you're not actually afraid of losing your paycheck, you're afraid of not paying your bills. But you're not actually afraid of not paying your bills, you're afraid of being evicted. But you're not actually afraid of being evicted, you're afraid of where you'll live afterwards. And then you realize you haven't actually thought about this situation, so it's just an abstract worry.

So your entire fear base is based on this abstract fear of "What will I do? I'll be screwed." If you dig into it more, you'll find concrete solutions. You might realize you have lots of savings so getting evicted due to not paying rent is really unlikely. And if you do get evicted, you can just go crash at a friend's place while you figure out your next steps. And worst case if no next steps happen, you can live with your parents. Etc etc.

I often find when doing this exercise is that what I'm actually afraid of is very unlikely to happen. It's the worst version of the worst scenario. And even if it does happen, it's actually not that bad and I can handle the situation just fine."

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Thank you for this! I had no idea I could fav comments.

I'm not the original poster but I give this advice all the time, it's great

You are good enough. It's not that you can't do projects. You just can't do projects of a certain size.

Games can be tough at first as there's lots of things going on at once, and you could be trying to write a novel before being fluent in your ABCs.

Get used to finishing what you meant to do. Before starting a project, plan to finish it. If you can't finish, rescope it. You get experience for each project you finish, so the optimization is to finish more.

Decide how much time you have. Then set a schedule, one that you can commit to.

You can have a roadmap, set out to deliver things per release. Or just say you're done with it and do something else.

With sufficient experience, you might decide to make higher quality projects in full. Or you can keep incrementally increasing the ones you have.

> Usually it starts when I hit a snag in development, either a bug I can't figure out, not being able to decide how to design something, a major refactor is needed, or the realization I have to learn a lot before proceeding.

I'd be surprised if there's anyone here who hasn't also experienced this.

In most non-trivial projects, there'll be be some unanticipated knowledge that has to be learned and applied along the way. Sometimes it can take longer than expected. From my experiences I'd guess at least 30% of my dev time gets spent on weird, unanticipated aspects (swatting bugs, or dealing with something I thought would be trivial, or often some third-party thing I can't control). Whether that's my lack of foresight or the norm is another question.

But I think it's normal and will diminish over time. As long as you're making things and learning, you'll keep encountering bugs/topics/problems you have to solve. You'll get used to it and recognise it's only temporary.

Fuck it. Do what you can and stop when you can't do any more. I have tons of half finished projects. Some lead into other ideas, some give me a better conceptual understanding, etc. It's not all about the finished product. There is still some joy in doing tech for the sake of tech that hasn't been bastardized by money. Not sure it will help your feeling though as I'm still a loser too.

> This is compounded when I see someone else's success on a similar project

Comparison is the thief of joy. Like for every time you compare and get jealous, you could have leveled up, for YOU personally. The only person you need to be in competition with is YOU.

There isn't a single answer to a particular set of problems, every single person is different, the general recommendation is go talk to a therapist/professionals. I found out I am solidly on the Autism spectrum after visits to get evaluated, which helped me manage my life a lot better.

Can you give an example of a thing or two that you manage differently now that you know?

Recognizing behavior patterns (like being overwhelmed and acting irrationally as a result), and adaptive behaviors to minimize stimulus.