I could brashly say the exact opposite and would have proven just as much as you. Fictionalists often attempt to shunt the Platonic realm into an ill-conceived emanation of the mental realm (which just so happens to itself be an accident of matter). Somehow all of this works by virtue of following a kind of mathematical logic that just so happens to not exist or something. I suspect the fundamental problem here is some kind of neurosis that psychologically compels people to reduce the quality of their thought until hard problems disappear. I hope we one day are able to build a catalog of all the ways thought goes wrong so as to prevent such nonsense from proliferating in at least some section of the world.
I think a reasonably compelling way to teach yourself how to actually see The Problem (tm) is to view it from the perspective of Roger Penrose's three worlds ( https://hrstraub.ch/en/the-theory-of-the-three-worlds-penros... ) and actually think through the implications in a contemplative, meditative way over the course of several hours. Any analysis of this issue that doesn't involve a sustained look at both logic and phenomenology is a waste of time.