I've recently had this really bizarre intuitive insight telling me I'm just living out the actions that were either pre-recorded as a movie or are computed along the way, and I'm just perceiving it as my actions and my will, like my own volition is just another type of experience or an illusion and not a real phenomenon. Hard to explain, it's very elusive. Another insight was that my internal observer is a separate entity, one that might survive death and isn't really related to my intelligence or personality, but is limited by them (like driving a slow car).