if find this video to capture the spirit and meaning of gratitude in a very captivating and touching way. i'm not blessed with an intuitive access to feeling grateful on a deeper level. i am able to identify and acknowledge courtesy and respond to it and also am very willing to give back but it always feels more like an exchange of goods driven by moral principles. i'm just know discovering what i missed and am also feeling grateful for finally starting to get an idea of the magical experience of gratefulness that i'm able to feel emotionally ... spiritually. at the end of the day i'm a computer guy but i more and more come to the conclusion that either the environment of according professions or my attitude towards it proved to be an obstacle to foster and nurture an attitude to life which i don't want to compromise any longer which again brings me to a point of questioning how i want to continue to make money to pay my rent. very existential ... LOL