On keeping sketchbooks
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The current dominant self is all about herself, addicted to gaming, distracted, annyoing and anxious, and yearns for the end of life when frustrated. I'd never noticed these things if I hadn't given them a voice.
goes like this:
I'm dumb, I'm worthless, everyone would be better w/o me
her voice: What happened?
current me: I can't do this, this should be easy, I want to be dead
her voice: That so? What's your fear with this?
current me: I could be seen as lazy, I'd rather be dead than be seen as lazy
her voice, ironic tone: seems rational
Then the voices just stop and I can refocus... it's really weird. Anyways. Journaling really helps!
I have also used analog sketchbooks and notebooks for a long time. Recent years it has been mostly text in Apple Notes. But I think my mental health requires me to start using paper notebooks and doodle more again.
I also love the tactile and aesthetic experience of paper and pen/pencil.
I read The Artist’s Way a long time ago that suggests you should start each day with writing two pages in flow (morning pages). I have some friends who are very hooked on this and I’m about to try that as well. It is really something with expressing thoughts regularly into words in physical space.
This isn't unusual or new-age at all. Writing from a second point of view or imagined conversations as a tool for thinking goes back to at least Plato's Dialogues.
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I've never found any personal benefit in the moment using them, I'm not sure if 6 months is not enough or for whatever reason they don't work for me.
I leaned into it last couple of years, I have a 2 corkboards (a bit larger than A4 sized) on the back wall of my desk and I actually mounted a stationary clamp under one to have blank papers (A6) handy. It works pretty well until I fill them and move on to another notebook scrap paper etc.
I wish I could stick to a notebook and have everything from each time period but I have too hectic thought process I think. Maybe I could somehow combine them...
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I started with these, and got through them easily: https://amzn.to/3YJwBx7
Now I use notebooks like this: https://amzn.to/47VJeJI
On the other hand, I have gone from having a clutter of paper on my desk to having a clutter of notes on my Supernote, so maybe I've just moved the clutter from one place to another. But at least it's now less visible!
They are awesome for pdf annotation though, If they ever get to be a bit more affordable I would enjoy having one of these just for that purpose (maybe even in color! probably in about 10 yrs).
In normal conversation (either for business or personal), I like to use the "MMM DD, YYYY" format as it is easier to read and there is no ambiguity. While for recording/archiving or appending as part of a file-name, I've found YYYY-MM-DD to be most reliable.
This is why I still keep pens and physical notebooks on my desk. It's so much faster to flip it open and start writing than opening a 99th browser tab and navigating to an empty page on Notion, all while more desktop notifications start popping up on screen. Another side benefit is the act of writing / drawing out stuff actually helps me remember things better. Sure, my handwriting is atrocious but I rarely go back and read them anyway. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
It's not expensive. My yearly journal is around 20 euros.
I tried my best to explain to the owner in making an online "journal creator" but failed.
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This additionally reminds me of a Bullet Journal; for me, a Bullet Journal fulfills the role of the author's sketchbook; the creator, Ryder Carroll, brands it as a planner, diary, sketchbook, calendar, and a 'catch-all for life': https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bullet_journal
I've been keeping sketchbooks since the early 90s. It's a real treat to be able to see my work from that long ago.
I tried different formats and pre-planning and have basically made peace with my reality, that I don't know what I'll be doing in it on any given day. So I operate like a log, whatever is next comes next. Sequentially. But I'll also jump to a page, or two-page spread, for notes on a particular project.
Here's what I use:
Moleskine Cahier Journal, Soft Cover, Pocket (3.5" x 5.5") Dotted, Black, 64 Pages (Set of 3) https://a.co/d/9jXRxNt
I also use a 4 color flexion erasable pen, but I can't recommend that since you're liable to lose all your notes if you leave it in a hot car. Not so bad though, it comes back if you stick it in the freezer. No joke.
> Why do I keep them all? I really don’t know. But they’re fun to make and fun to look back at… even if the tower is getting a little unwieldy.
This collection is impressive and seems, from what author says, like it's a byproduct of a process and not goal in itself. I think its good to keep 'em this way.
For time I'm considering going base-6, base-36 or base-60 with astronomical midnight as 0, a 40 minute precision is good enough for me, matches my portable sundial, goes better with polyphasic sleeping and makes time more spacious
However, it's interesting what you mention about considering going further... Are you using portable sundial? Time feeling more specious when counted differently? I can absolutely feel it may be that way. Sleeping polyphasic? The way we count time can absolutely impact all of that. Seems you live in different frames of reference (Sun, polyhphasic,...) Could you please tell some more?
I am interested in the passing of time in a psychological sense, 'when having fun', in meditation, after meditation, in flow state. https://mediaecologiesresonate.wordpress.com/2008/06/28/on-b...
When I was younger I experimented with polyphasic sleep, 6x23 minutes of sleep for a yar. Whenever I'm napping I sync the napping time up to the sun position, with current local astronomical midnight as 0 (1.37 am), and the next phases at 5.37 (1), 9.37 (2), 13.37 (3), 17.37 (4) and 21.37 (5). I'm not doing the 6x23 minute schedule for a long period due to health and social concerns, only for occasional napping, but use it also for prayer or meditation anchors, similar as to muslims or christian monastaries schedule their prayers. About the potential issues with polyphasic sleeping (which I have once maintained a year): https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S235272182...
I even made a little demo page to help calculate for me: https://lastres0rt.github.io/rick-date/
Sketchbooks are useful to me when travelling, they keep everything thing neat and in chronological order, but beyond that I like the idea of a sketchbook more than the reality.
When I start a sketchbook it's usually a belaboured drawing that sets a standard I feel obliged to live up to, and that can turn into a creative constraint.
If I really want to explore or experiment, I feel a lot more freedom with loose sheets of paper that I can crumple up and chuck across the room if the drawing isn't turning out.
A picture, as they say, it turns out, is worth a thousand words.
He's got his job figured out so well it makes sense to have dedicated accessories and actually carry them around. He's a master of his tools, he must be really passionate about what he's doing(Or else he'd be staring at a screen). He's really made it.
But the actual experience... feels like work. And creates physical artifacts, which is then even more work, and phones are so highly addictive it really feels like work by comparision. Then if I go back and read them, I can't, unless I was carefully paying attention to each individual letter as I write it.
Not exactly something you can just pick up, it takes lots of experience to be able to write without being so distracted by trying to get your hand to make the letters that you stop paying attention...
Really the only time I ever write on paper these days is tabletop RPGs, a few checklists for very high profile projects worth having both digital and analog versions of, and a play I volunteered for where real paper made the most sense for tracking cues on lines of the script.
"When I paint my object is to show what I have found and not what I am looking for." [0]
[0]: Pablo Picasso. "Art as Individual Idea." Picasso, Fifty Years of His Art, by Alfred H. Barr, Jr., Museum of Modern Art, New York, 1946, pp. 270 -271.
I went digital about two years ago with my iPad Mini. It's more convenient, especially if you keep different kinds of notes in separate sequences. However I miss flipping through the pages, and the satisfaction of finishing a notebook.
I have never been a good or consistent journal writer nor can I draw, but I'd like to. I have been buying some Muji notebooks to try and find a notebook size and style that I know I will consistently use.
For writing on the go, steno pads integrate well into this system; when I fill up a pad, I (eventually) unbind it and re-file the pages as if they were loose sheets.
They are okay, but exist mostly because American insist on using a terrible MM-DD-YYYY format usually and while DD-MM-YYYY makes more sense it'd be confusing while Americans continue to use MM-DD.
Similarly, imperial units are terrible 12 inches to foot, 3 feet to yard. Fractions of inches for small lengths...
And British driving on the left. A hold out that complicates the entire worlds roads and car production.
It was a useful format for a very long time, and in contexts even today, it is still appropriate. Say I have a bunch of dates associated with things I want to organize, maybe physical things. First of all, in my organization, the year is either inconsequential or it's just implied - "the current year". Ok. What's next? The month. So the month and the day are most significant. And say I want to file things away in a cabinet for the implied or current year - we go by month first, then day, not day then month - that would be silly. And colloquially we say "month/day", and again, the year is implied. So then we write the way we speak things, and that yields MM-DD. When we do add the year, it just comes at the end. That's not terrible, it's useful for what we need it for.
In American, the format emerged organically, it was useful (still is), and it just stuck.
If you're a software engineer and you need YYYY-MM-DD dates because they're easier to work with and they collate more appropriately, that's great, that's your use-case. Engineers, however, are infamous for not considering others' use-cases, least of all the use-case of the users they're actually building their program for! Perhaps that's why so much modern software is just so user-hostile.
Perhaps the engineer should consider that his goals and use-cases are not necessarily the same as other people's. And perhaps he should stop trying to impose his own goals and use-cases onto others. And before he criticize others' specs, reqs, and use-cases, perhaps he should make an attempt to understand them to begin with.
LHD countries include lots of parts of the former British Empire including most of Africa that's DRC or south. I believe only Guyana is LHD on the main American continents, and the only LHD-RHD switch in the Americas is on the border of Guyana and Brazil.
Suriname appears to have a ferry crossing with French Guiana at Albina. If it transports cars I wouldn't be surprised if muscle memory causes a lot of confusion on both sides of the river.
I used to draw a lot as a kid, I just never got good at it.
I recommend the book "Drawing on the right side of the brain".
Its sort of a netflix of art lessons (although a bit more money since its niche). very high quality stuff.
focuses on classical art skills rather than modern styles of art.
They force you to structure your thoughts in a way that others can understand.
Notebooks are extremely unorganized and un-understandable after a few days.