All of that said, the main point was that talking about therapy in a dating context is more nuanced than “everyone should be in therapy”, and that some people look for this signal for understandable reasons.
How credible that signal actually is, is another question. If you’re looking for “I’m working on myself”, that doesn’t imply an expectation that someone has reached enlightenment. Just that they’re trying to be better.
A large number of people don’t seem to try at all, so I’d still argue that it’s a signal worth considering. But like most signals, it’s just a signal. It doesn’t guarantee anything.
The problem was not, as you imply, passivity on my part and an expectation that the therapist would deliver results with minimal involvement from me (I realize you didn't intend to belittle or dismiss me, but that's what the implication was).
The problem was that the therapists were just plain awful. They would ghost me, use therapy session time for unrelated things, were attracted to me and couldn't deal with it, etc. When they weren't doing any of these things, "therapy" consisted largely of them trotting out empty platitudes, or doing roleplaying scenarios that I dutifully played along with but mostly found simplistic and pointless. Occasions on which something valuable happened were few and far between, and were always torpedoed by unprofessional behavior from the therapist that killed the therapeutic relationship (see the examples from earlier).
Now, ironically, your own post strikes me as therapist-like behavior: you assumed what the cause of the problem was (passivity on my end), even though that did not happen at all, proceeded to give me advice on what to do ("Take charge of the situation, and leave providers behind who are not helpful" -- a startling insight indeed); advice that would apparently be simple to do, and would fix my problem. This is exactly how the therapists I've had the misfortune to work with operated: they would assume the client's issues are due to failing to see a simple solution (perhaps because of their "mistaken beliefs" or "bad mindset"), would point that out, and would expect the issues to be solved and, usually, a dose of reverence from the client. This, of course, bears essentially no resemblance to what it would take to help someone deal with a genuine, serious issue.
All in all; your post, so reeking of the typical therapy mindset with all its incuriousness and condescension, only strengthens my belief that therapy is essentially worthless (except possibly for mild and superficial issues, e.g. if things are fine in your life but you have occasional panic attacks, etc.).
And to bring it back to the original point: Based on the above, no, I don't think "in therapy" signals “I’m working on myself” in any meaningful sense. Plus, the stance that it does pretty much vindicates the view that everyone should be going to therapy, as it implies that therapy is a generally useful tool to help you become a better partner, and just about everyone wants to send the signal they're a good partner.
> While I'd like to agree with your points about the potential downfalls of therapy, and the troublesome implications of these applied at scale to the perverse incentives of a pro-therapy society, I cannot.
Sorry, but I think being able to separate tone from substance is something pretty fundamental for having discussions you can learn from, so I wouldn't have much to tell you on this score even if I agreed about the tone being too adversarial.
Now I would respect something like "I agree with your points, but please lower the tone". But saying "I can't agree with your points because of your tone" -- come on.
I don't know you or the specifics of your situation, and I genuinely try not to make assumptions about other people. My comments were based on my personal experiences and conversations I've had with people in my personal life about therapy, and nothing was implied. The thought that passivity is what led to your own experiences never entered my mind.
To that end, I'm not responding to the other paragraphs that were focused on this misunderstanding. You experienced what you experienced. I experienced what I experienced. These things stand on their own, and the existence of one doesn't invalidate the other, nor was raising my experience meant as an indictment of yours.
> The problem was that the therapists were just plain awful. They would ghost me, use therapy session time for unrelated things, were attracted to me and couldn't deal with it
This all sounds absolutely awful, and incredibly unprofessional. I'm sorry this has been your experience, and the not-so-helpful experiences I had were more about the therapist's lack of trauma experience, and some other issues of treatment style that didn't work for me.
If I had therapists like the people you're describing...yeah, I can understand why you'd feel jaded about this.
And I guess that was the point of my anecdote - there are some good therapists out there. People should know about this. But it's just as important to be aware of the failures in the field. I saw my comment as building on what you were saying, i.e. that there can be situations that don't work, so be aware of that and adjust accordingly.
> only strengthens my belief that therapy is essentially worthless (except possibly for mild and superficial issues, e.g. if things are fine in your life but you have occasional panic attacks, etc.).
In my case, Complex PTSD from physical and sexual abuse as a kid (with a cornucopia of unhelpful extreme religious belief systems on the side). I experienced a period of suicidal ideation after years of nightmarish sleep issues. At some point it dawned on me that the only way through this was to confront my own mind. Drugs don't undo memories. Walking in nature doesn't come with education about how to stop ruminating on said abuse, or what to do when it makes an appearance every night in my sleep, etc. I'm sleeping really well recently.
If the issue is especially big, it's especially reasonable to need/get help.
And when I think about the state of mind I was in when I started seeking help, I can't imagine how my life would have gone if I had encountered the kinds of issues you describe. I'm grateful I was fortunate enough to find good care, and take seriously the fact that some people are not so fortunate.
The way I look at going to therapy right now is like having an oasis possibly hidden behind a minefield -- the oasis may or may not be there, but either way, you have to go through the minefield and the wrong move will blow your leg off, or worse. In those circumstances, trying to get to where the oasis -might- be is not worth it.
I'm genuinely glad you got effective help for what you were dealing with. It sounds truly awful, and nobody should ever have to bear a burden like that.
If you're ever interested in talking more about this off HN, you can contact me through the email in my profile. And also, if you're interested in reading more about therapy going badly wrong and clients' experiences of that, I can recommend the r/therapyabuse subreddit. I find that pretty much every post there speaks to me.
Insights by themselves can't won't lead to change, but they can be a starting point.
Look at it this way, say I am overweight and want to get in shape. The insight that I need to eat less and exercise by itself of course won't make me immediately fit.
But that insight combined with work and support might.
Also therapy, to me isn't about self improvement, it's about feeling better in one's skin. Often it not that the presenting problem even goes away, but that the way you relate to it changes.
> But that insight combined with work and support might.
Putting aside the fact that your example isn't actually an insight (diet and exercise as a way to lose weight is also something you hear suggested from every corner, although with more justification), the "insights" produced in therapy are supposed to lead to change largely on their own. That is, it's assumed the client already has all the resources needed but, poor dear, he's held back by flawed beliefs, which therapy is supposed to undo. Needless to say, this has little resemblance to reality.
> Also therapy, to me isn't about self improvement, it's about feeling better in one's skin. Often it not that the presenting problem even goes away, but that the way you relate to it changes.
Putting aside the fact that this kind of contradicts the first part of your post, where you argue for how therapy can in fact help solve your problems, sorry, this is pure cope. Changing the way you relate to a problem, in that sense, or reframing, is talking yourself into believing something bad isn't actually that bad. Auto-gaslighting with a therapist's assistance, really. I prefer to solve my problems instead of trying to trick myself into thinking they're not what they are.
>Putting aside the fact that your example isn't actually an insight
So put it aside then, and think of your own better analogy. It changes nothing from the point I was making.
> the "insights" produced in therapy are supposed to lead to change largely on their own.
No one has believed this in a long time.
> I prefer to solve my problems instead of trying to trick myself into thinking they're not what they are.
So do I but sometimes things break, permanently.
I can't bring dead people back to life, if I'm injured or disabled by an accident I can't 'fix' that, but I can find a way to change how I relate to that unfix-able problem. This goes beyond re-framing, of course.
As to childhood experiences and trauma, they are real and often elicit means of coping which later become ingrained habits which can cause dysfunction later on.
Therapy can help you recognise these (insight!) and then start you on the long slow path of unlearning them so they don't cause you problems anymore.