Pedophilia != child sexual abuse.

Just like being attracted to women doesn't mean you're a rapist.

You can be, though.

Also consumption of any kind of distrubing porn doesn't mean you actually want to do things you see in it in the real life. This is about the same principle like when people are watching action movies (which is an accepted kind of often very disturbing cinematography), most don't want to go around and shoot/stab people.

Some very tiny percentage will, of course.