I don't know anything else apart from technology and I feel doomed -_-
I don't know anything else apart from technology and I feel doomed -_-
Even so, quite frankly I love computing and I don't want to leave it behind, even if I feel disillusioned about the tech industry. Some of my thoughts include becoming an independent researcher and also starting a non-profit software company that is devoted to improving the personal computing experience, but I have to figure out how to make a living while pursuing these ideas, and it seems that the cost of living is outpacing my ability to keep up (especially housing costs, which jumped over 30% since 2020 where I live).
The commentary here has allowed me to reach an interim decision (subject to change in the future as I ponder these things more deeply).
I am going to find another line of work. That way, rather than leaving it behind, I can make it a hobby again and do the sort of projects that improve my life.
Perhaps that way, I can honor and maintain my love of computing, and earn a living doing something else. I'm perfectly OK with taking a large pay cut if I can live a happier life in exchange for that.
Thank you John, you gave me hope that I am not alone, that feels this way.
There’s just no where else to go that isn’t just less of the stuff I like about it and more of the stuff I hate about it. I had a plan to go back to school and switch fields, but the more time passes, the more I realize this isn’t going to happen. Everything keeps getting more and more expensive, both in terms of money, and more notably time.
Yeah, that's a problem. This is literally the only marketable skill I have.
I thought I had my head set on something, but it was, funny enough, all predicated on having a well paid software job to fund the jump. I planned on starting this year, using community college along with statewide transfer programs to get started as quickly and as affordably as possible, but the layoff and current economic/financial situations rocked me, and I’m not sure I have the capability brains, or money to pull it off anymore.
Using tools to do these things for me means that my skills and abilities will suffer.
It tells me I need to get out because it represents a shift to a higher level of abstraction in programming. In the ideal I hear expressed, instead of programming you'd be just describing the code you want and letting someone/thing else do it for you.
That's management, not programming. I want to program.
Understand that I'm not even saying there's anything wrong with that. It's just that it indicates that the things that I enjoy about being a programmer are the things that are being optimized away.
To me, LLMs are just "advanced" (read: statistical) codegen, unlike compilers and interpreters that are deterministic (should generate functionally equivalent code). But there's as much novelty there as there was when the C compiler or LISP repl was introduced.
That's fair, although I would disagree with the notion that compilers are code generators.
But using code generators is not something that is interesting to me even a little. They remove much of what interests me about programming. So your explanation -- while it makes sense and I wouldn't argue that you should feel any differently -- underlines that I need to get out of this industry.
It's hard enough to keep up with PR reviews of a half dozen developers while doing my own work now. Hard to imagine that with 3-4x the output.