I don't know. Before I went to prison (so I guess I was in a very poor state to make choices) I somehow gravitated to a bunch of conservative websites. Instapundit was the start. And I bought into it all. Having a 'nice' 5 year 'break' and then coming back I saw what total hateful/emotionally manipulative crap it was. But I think if I wouldn't have had that 'break' they would have been able to bring me along on their journey. I'm hippie love child love everybody libertarian (in the hippy sense) who is pro open borders and they were getting me to have hate over some straight up bullshit. I still have to have those sites in my NextDNS to prevent me from going there to 'just see' what they are talking about.