Lol thank you armchair psychologist stalker, for your concern. I have generally found the contrary to be true in my anecdotal experience that people who travel all over, constantly go on hikes and seek out "nature" are the ones trying desparately to find purpose in life. I just decided I don't need to tour Italy to sense purpose in mine. I'm happy to lie down do my work make my money and decide what I'll do with the rest of my life.