I like the idea of emacs, but I notice its warmest advocates often make excuses for its slowness. If an editor doesn’t respond instantly I don’t want to use it.
That is, unless you're talking about launching emacs each time you want to edit a single file, then emacs won't load instantly like vi will.
This is a good article about the problem https://discourse.doomemacs.org/t/why-is-emacs-doom-slow/83/...
Work pays for everything, I just dont want to wait 10 minutes for an environment to change.