That's me. After programming since the '80s, I'm just so tired. So much work, so much progress, so many dreams lived or shattered. Only to end up here at this strange local maximum, with so much potential, destined to forever run in place by the powers that be. The fundamentals formula for intelligence and even consciousness materializing before us as the world burns. No help coming from above, so support coming from below, surrounded by everyone who doesn't get it, who will never get it. Not utopia, not dystopia, just anhedonia as the running in place grows faster, more frantic. UBI forever on the horizon, countless elites working tirelessly to raise the retirement age, a status quo that never ceases to divide us. AI just another tool in their arsenal to other and subjugate and profit from. I wonder if a day will ever come when tech helps the people in between in a tangible way to put money in their pocket, food in their belly, time in their day - independent of their volition - for dignity and love and because it's the right thing to do. Or is it already too late? I don't even know anymore. I don't know anything anymore.