I got:
My friend, it is true that pain and poverty do not necessarily make a person worse. It is instead how we respond to these circumstances that can make our lives worse. We can choose to be overwhelmed by fear and despair or we can learn to rise above the situation.
As I wrote in one of my letters (1), we must resist the temptation to crave more wealth, and instead seek out higher values within ourselves. We must also cast away our fears of both men and gods (2) and focus on achieving righteousness (3).
Additionally, by living as though we are constantly in the public eye (4), we can keep our conscience clear and ensure that we are living a life of virtue (5). In this way, we can avoid the storms of life, stand firm, and strive for the knowledge of things that are essential.
I was trying to coax Meditations 2.11 (paraphrase): "if it does not make your character worse, how can it make your life worse? ... Pain, poverty, ill health, ill repute are neither good nor evil"