Yeah, I was recently diagnosed. Its awful, but I do like that I no longer feel I should also feel bad that I struggle.
I can totally empathize and truly hope you are enveloped within a pro-marijuana community to shut your mind off at night.
I mean... I have no issue getting herb haha But, it doesn't really have that kind of effect on me... just kind of amplifies my anxieties that are produced by the constant frantic state I am in with my ADHD :-/