I've been saying this since the exact start of the pandemic. I already have brain issues and I simply do not want to roll the dice that are very much not in my favor. If I get covid and I live I pretty much know that the rest of my life is more fucked than it already is. But everybody's walking around the grocery store without masks on. Nobody gives to fucks about anybody else anymore. So here I am, still purposefully having my life on pause, the one time a week if even that that I go to the grocery store I still wear my n95 mask... I just don't get it. I don't. I'm supposed to be this impulsive flighty forgetful person with ADHD and issues with executive control but the entire population is acting like they have these issues instead of me. No one is able to do risk assessment of this very glaring issue in front of us.