Google killed my hope and my dreams
I have tried various languages but still none of them resonated with my end-goal...until I have found Go language.
Go made me feel excitement I once had as a university student and to feel again this nostalgic sense, it lifted my spirits and gave me purpose; purpose to create, to build, to share.
It gave me HOPE and I dreamed big!
So many things to build for companies and for myself...then one person with authority around Go's core development came and demolished everything in a blink of an eye.
You see, before the suggestion to include a telemetry mechanism in Go's tookit, I didn't feel the slightest agitation while thinking of my next project, while working on a current demo for testing purposes.
As soon as they announced the necessity of telemetry for Go toolkit, it hit me and it hit me hard.
I felt like witnessing a deadly car crash while being unable to offer any help or even react.
This whole situation verified my concern that products that come directly from large companies or corporations are not worth the hassle, unless you are yourself a big company that pays for such product or service, for professional support.
I cannot stop feeling sadness in my heart for the damage they did to the whole community.
No matter what I do, the pain won't go away and I feel betrayed from my own self for allowing such thing to happen.
Go development team, if you are reading this, thank you; thank you for the pain you have caused to a number of people that got somehow emotionally attached to such an incredible tool, like Go language.
I would also like to thank you for making me realize it's not worth it to get so attached to technology and that other things are far more important than this.
Take care and keep on demolishing people's dreams, purpose, and hope.