I Want the World to Burn

I would agree that you need to manage your expectations here a bit. Life is not a morality tale a story or a bible verse. It is random malicious and unpredictable. Looking at the natural world where wild animals live exposed to the environment and predators at all times. There is no court of hunger/lust/chance. The expectation that societal rules and courts can somehow defeat the laws of nature to make it just or fair is unrealistic. Justice happens through our will alone and giving up on it voids your right to complain about it after the fact.

Buck-up speech well and good, I would strongly suggest you seek help. From this writing it is clear your emotions are clouding your judgement and it only gets worse from here.

You wasted your time writing this. Nobody wants to hear your sob story. Change your perspective, do new things, meet people. Think about the universe and your place in it. Our place in it too. Your negativity isn't going to get you anywhere in life that you'll like, and at the end of the day you choose how you feel by your relationship with the universe. You should seek some kind of notional inner peace in the understanding of a cosmic status quo. Fixating on human issues is missing the bigger picture.

Not everything has a solution. Injustice can destroy people for good. Simple fact. I feel extreme sadness reading stories like this with the girl and the guy who got killed. There are only two options... You can do your best to help yourself and others or quit. Both are understandable by me but one of them is a loss.

Author has chosen their attitude towards the world and now they suffer for it

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