find a game that's more than a shooter. some are truly art, and culturally significant works.
do you like a mystery, newtonian space simulation, beautiful music and visuals, and being driven by your own curiosity instead of a game on rails?
check out "Outer Wilds"
i similarly find it hard to play games myself. this game came on a recommendation and instantly became the best game i've ever played. and in the vein of wasting time, this game transcends "video games." it's actually a masterpiece. i recommend going in with no knowledge, just give it a shot.