How T.S. Eliot’s therapeutic practice produced The Waste Land
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The Expert Hand and the Obedient Heart: Dr. Vittoz, T.S. Eliot, and the Therapeutic Possibilities of The WasteLand
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I went through a course in Cognitive Behavioral Therapy for anxiety and depression. I call what happened in that course "reestablishing executive function" or taking charge of my thoughts and feelings by getting some distance from them and examining them to see if they are based on something real.
Don't believe everything you think
- saying in Alcoholics Anonymous
Just 'cause you feel it
Doesn't mean it's there
There's always a siren
Singing you to shipwreck
- Radiohead, There There
Doing this is also consistent with Buddhist thought and the practice of meditation. We are not our thoughts or feelings. Quiet them and the still surface will reveal the deeper watersAlso I tried kava yesterday at a local kava bar and discovered that one of its psychoactive effects is that it silences the inner monologue. I found myself observing the world with childlike wonder, full of gratitude for life. It's popular in the Pacific islands and can work as a substitute for alcohol.
Also letting go of expectation and attachment has really helped. I've come to think of life as kind of a giant video game that angels enter to pass the time. Notions like truth and lies and good and evil have blurred into ways of being or vibes like peace and love and forgiveness. My rational mind is still effective, but now has subjective meaning to support it in a quest aiming more for wisdom than power. Taoism and Buddhism and zen resonate with me, which all started when I read 101 Zen Stories:
The discursive mind is more trouble than it is worth 90% of the time.