Sounds like there are deeper issues than "conservative" politics in the nation.
Kinda sucks to run away to those who did feed the monster who ate your country that did try to stop it.
Seems reasonable. Why would anyone want to spend their last moments bleeding out from avoidable violence?
> If I had a friend that only came over for a BBQ and couldn't be bothered to help me in a time of need, that isn't a friend
For many people the modern relation with the state can be mediated through nationalistic fervor or through comparison of services provided. You seem to see it through the former, so you'll need to exercise some empathy to see the latter.
For the US and most of the rest of the world, when the 0.01% families are fighting, dying in droves, and seeing their wealth, bodies, minds and souls shattered along with the rest of us, sure I'll consider defending my home even though that happens to temporarily align with their interests [1] [2] [3].
But until then, the elite bought it, the elite broke it, the elite are welcome to defend it. Don't include me in an armed forces that only ever enforces elite demands when I empirically, functionally have not had a proportionally effective political voice my entire voting life. Not my monkey, not my circus.
[1] https://www1.udel.edu/htr/Psc105/Texts/power.html
[2] https://scholarship.law.wm.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=2...
[3] https://www.vox.com/2014/4/18/5624310/martin-gilens-testing-...
Unless you are in the leadership, the risk reward calculus for joining a war is almost always tilted greatly against your individual favor. The greater good reward has to be sufficiently compelling to functionally throw away my life in full knowledge leadership will benefit by far more proportionally than I will. That's why I'm grateful there are others with a far lower bar willing to go serve. They are better souls than mine.
I want to see wars invert the sacrifices. When war is launched, leadership, their families and their closest associates and families are the first to die. Those on the "front lines" are the last to die. When the decision to go to war is made, I want the decision to be instantly up close and viscerally personal for the decision makers.
I have very similar thoughts about wars, I believe the mainstream narratives are only sliding on the surface of real underlying reasons behind wars.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Corruption_in_Ukraine
But it's never just a single leader like "Zelensky" it's the whole system and a big group of people. But at least Zelensky is trying to fight corruption by restoring the anti-corruption laws and planning other reforms because that's some of the conditions to get more money from the west. But of course now the war complicates things even more...
https://www.kyivpost.com/ukraine-politics-2/zelensky-plans-a...