I don't understand why my blue blips seem so terrible. https://imgur.com/a/FwFCXUq

If I ping apenwarr.co I get consistent results:

Pinging apenwarr.ca [74.207.252.179] with 32 bytes of data: Reply from 74.207.252.179: bytes=32 time=203ms TTL=51 Reply from 74.207.252.179: bytes=32 time=202ms TTL=51 Reply from 74.207.252.179: bytes=32 time=205ms TTL=51 Reply from 74.207.252.179: bytes=32 time=202ms TTL=51

And on my mobile, on the same network, my blue blips look normal enough. Just not on my wired desktop.