While I'm asking, there's a question that's been driving me crazy since a recent colonoscopy where I was sedated with fentanyl and (? something like diazepam). I think I remember being awake and remembering most of the procedure immediately afterwards, but within about an hour I couldn't remember anything except one moment when I was in pain and shouting that I was going to explode, as a nurse put another ampule in the drip line. What's bugging me is, was I really experiencing pain like that and aware the whole time, and the drugs just erased my memory of it afterwards? Or was that just a breakthrough moment in an otherwise uneventful procedure where I felt relatively little?
>Subclinical doses of propofol produce anterograde amnesia, characterized by an early failure of memory consolidation.[0]
I'm going to talk to the doctor for my next one about skipping the drugs. I've heard it's unpleasnat but not too painful.
[0] https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S000709121...
At least in my prior experience with benzodiazepines like Xanax or lorazepam, they didn't cause any amnesia. I've never had fentanyl or any synthetic opioid besides during this procedure, so maybe that was what caused the amnesia. Or maybe there was no amnesia, and I was just so stoned from the combination that I was asleep and didn't really experience much except when some pain woke me up... I guess that's what I'm wondering.