This is a good time disconnecting from current work and explore new avenues. Start interviewing as a way to build up your confidence, visit other offices, talk to other passionate employees, understand what it could mean to be valued in a new company.
Contrary to popular HN belief, it is possible to land a new job, with better compensation and interesting work without participating in complicated interview processes.
At the very least, you have now opened doors to new work should you eventually be fired.