I somewhat am. I originally wrote this something to look for something that probably isn't on HN. Yes, it is partly the meaning of life. But as I've struggled thru my mid-teens life crisis I never really consider to be 'out' of it. I still constantly struggle to get meaning out of anything. Even school work, assignments, etc. I think to some degree, thinking is driving me nuts. But I didn't mean to say that I did not derive any value from it (as another comment said near here) but that I really did not understand if this was intellectually interesting. It was a nice story, it did get a good development which I enjoyed but I feel like this is just as entertainment, right?

I know I digressed, I apologize.