Yeah, I should start to build something and don't think my limitations but to how much I can.
I can do a part time job sure, but I have a limited time, starting from school from 8:00 AM until 1 - 2 PM, then I need to study in a very limited time, go to part time job, finish very late.
Yeah I know there is free books, I always start from them.
I'm still studying and I am at the end of the school year, and as I said, I don't like what they teach me, basically what I hate. So when I finish school I wanna do a job that I like in the things I like.
I read that cybersecurity / Ethical Hacking books are useless cause they are outdated and useless, I tried with tryhackme, but how much far I can go with the free path?
No, I don't need something to learn fast, I wanna learn something that I like and I can do.
I will follow your advice to try to figure out and build something. Italy is really a 3rd world, and school in Italy don't have good IT teachers enough, that's why I am afraid one day I will decide to go outside (that's what I wanna do) there's less job request with PHP, but in anyway, I don't wanna work with PHP.