Ask HN: Has programming become less desirable to you as a job, more as a hobby?
I've been unemployed for the past 2.5 years, and with my job seeking process I'm just going through the motions. Even though I applied to nearly a thousand jobs in the past year, and gotten through interviewing at ~20 companies, I have no offers. I tend to just wing it with interviews. I don't like to rehearse, so I seldom rehearse. This all sounds like not enough interest and motivation to build my career on my part.
I actually still don't mind much programming on the job, but I don't like to treat the interview and job seeking stuff as work. Building a network and maintaining professional relationships feels draining, too. And I'd like follow the mantra of feeling like never working a day in your life if you enjoy your work enough.
On the other hand, I still find it enjoyable to write programs for personal interest. I have ongoing projects that I started this year. They probably have no impact on my ability to interview, given that I still have no offers.
But I feel like I'm over the idea putting on a front to be a developer just to earn an income. That works for a lot of people, but not me.
Financially, the only difference between recent graduate me and current me is I replaced my college debt with another kind of debt. My net worth hasn't really changed much.
I want to enjoy myself, and turning programming into a career felt like a big waste of time because my life and finances have not noticeably improved.