Fear of failing in this field is giving me severe senioritis
First off, I'm not from the US or any country which has a major impact on global tech development. Most tech jobs here are either in big local companies or in outsourcing.
I'm currently in my senior year but has been struggling to finish my senior project for more than two years already (yes, I've been a senior for that long) because I'm too afraid to graduate and enter the tech field. I'm actually losing interest in my project as time goes by and my passion for most things tech-related has been dwindling. Trying to do anything about it just makes me think how much "I hate this work."
Some of my peers in other fields actually say they envy me for choosing this degree because based on their perception, it could lead me to a job that could make me well-off. However, seeing how much work I need to do (i.e. through constant studying and learning) just to have a steady career, it's making me question if I really made the right choice in terms of my education and possible career paths. Moreover, I'm starting to feel the pressure of the job market seeing how more people are entering this field because "this is where the money is." Not to mention the job cuts I've been hearing about because of global recession.