I feel this. As someone who has ADHD I really need to come up with some kind of enterprise where I can just build something and sell it, without the meetings and time estimates and deadlines which are always tripping me up. Something where I can work at my own pace and my own schedule. Otherwise the sword of Damocles is always over my head- forget one meeting, give a bad estimate- and I have no income. Maybe software, maybe I'll just make furniture.