A Computer Scientist Who Parlays Failures into Breakthroughs
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Funny anecdote — Spielman was awful at spelling. Every time he went to the board it was 50/50 on whether he’d spell all the terms right. He told us the first day of class that in middle school, he had tested in the bottom 9th percentile of all students in Pennsylvania in spelling. Apparently his brain was just wired differently.
Same as being naturally good at something, there is a mechanism
I feel the same way, if I've ever come up with impressive results in my work it's only after I've spent absurd amount of hours on the problem.
I feel like a fraud until suddenly it all comes together. Like an idiot savant, because the results, often the best amongst my peers, are beyond my normal intelligence. Is that common?
Uh, yeah? That's how you solve absurdly hard problems. Did he expect to solve real problems, that many people spent their entire lives working on, in a trivial amount of time?
This reminds me of an epiphany I had back in highschool where I was thinking "I must be dumb because I have to try REALLY HARD to get the top mark in a science or maths test." Then it hit me that hey, everyone else taking the test is a person too and they're all trying really hard as well, so if I didn't have to try hard that would be weird.
> Like an idiot savant, because the results, often the best amongst my peers, are beyond my normal intelligence. Is that common?
Seems pretty normal to me, those flashes of insight (or gut feeling around the edge of insight) can be few and far between. You only have to have an insight once, though, if you can then understand and communicate it.