The attention economy owes me money.
The attention economy owes me money.
Personally, I found Dexedrine to be a cheap and effective treatment for me. I think a lot of people, myself included, are turned off by stimulants. But when I finally got around to trying a small dosage, I found it vastly improved my life.
Although you may have already tried those sort of first-line treatments.
But I've tried most of them, not all of them, under medical supervision. Except for the one that's a methamphetamine, I think I've been prescribed all of them.
I was once prescribed Dexedrine, dextroamphetamine. Very ineffective, might have been a placebo. Didn't lose any sleep over it. And I was super afraid of it too, doctors often said "why not try amphetamines?" And I always said "nah" because of the stigma, then you're an amphetamine user. And with stimulants also, I was super straight-edge, very abstinent with pharmacology and drugs, for a very long time. But then I was prescribed and on the first dose said:
"This will solve all my problems. Then I'll come up with new ones, but for a while I'll have no problems."
And that's what stimulants did! That's exactly what specifically and literally the fuck they did! Solved all my problems, then I came up with new problems.
In the second event, I have multiple things I want to measure and I can't derive stress from temp, I have adrenaline going on a lot of the time (more and more often than most, because of stress doing nothing), and then, whatever I've got going on...which also affects things. Then indoor heating, what I've eaten, what I'm wearing? No, much better to draw blood and take a litmus test, temperature is plain noise.