However "unreliable" these news sources are, they present a different opinion that is being censored. And since there are just two sides in this war, you can only see just one side of a story.
Full history of changing official Russian narrative is available.
There is no problem to find Russian official statements at all. The issue here is that you ignore what they are saying in order to pretend it is not available or that it was somewhat convincing.
Meanwhile people in the west, or at least outside of the conflict zone, discussing about free speech.
Nothing has changed.
You can be proud of yourself and your principles.