This makes me cry just thinking about it. I have two young children.
Please live your life. This tragedy will follow you forever, but it doesn't need to consume you.
Please live your life. This tragedy will follow you forever, but it doesn't need to consume you.
I'm the dad of two little ones - we live in what I would call a mostly safe cul de sac, which is actually considered a Court given it has less than eight houses. The only nightmares I've had in the past few years consist of my kids getting hit by one of the multiple delivery/rental trucks due to everyone ordering online these days. I can't even bear to think what OP is going through, because I would more than likely become comatose myself.