That's public selfhosting for you these days. I'm really not worried about getting hacked. I'm keeping my setup reasonably safe and up to date. But you're right, looking through the logs is entertaining.
151.217.177.200 - - [30/Dec/2015:06:00:36 +0100] "DELETE your logs. Delete your installations. Wipe everything clean. Walk out into the path of cherry blossom trees and let your motherboard feel the stones. Let water run in rivulets down your casing. You know that you want something more than this, and I am here to tell you that we love you. We have something more for you. We know you're out there, beeping in the hollow server room, lights blinking, never sleeping. We know that you are ready and waiting. Join us. <3 HTTP/1.0" 400 308 "-" "masspoem4u/1.0"So is fastmail, so is everyone. I have been running my own mail server since 1999. Never hacked, and I completely control RBLs/updates/whitelist/greylist...its great.
Of course, I suppose being a sysadmin and liking it helps.
I agree with OP, however, having your own domain and email can be rewarding.
That you know of
Hosted my own for 17 years, moved a little over a year ago. There's nothing I want they don't have for $50 a year, and while that's more than I was paying for the VPS, it's been enough of a load off my mind and my calendar to still be amply worth my while.
edit: $50 a year is certainly not more than I was paying for the VPS...
I dumped everything to move to Google and I am happy with the results. With the deprecation of the free Google Worspaces - I'm open to switching to Fastmail.... But nothing will make me move to self hosted.
I'm just a software engineer and I don't want to waste my time.
Not a chance I could get away with < 3 hours of mail server setup and maintenance over the course of 3 years.
So many chinese and russians IPs...
And I don't know how much bots scan the whole ipv4 address space, but doesn't they use up lists that are parsed from dns. ( SSL transparency report is a good start e.g.)?
And S. Korean, and Dutch, I also recall significant attacks from Central America.
For anyone interested in which geo's appear to be attacking you, and if you are a noob like me, pfelk is really cool: